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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005

Time:7:34 pm.
Mood: bitchy.
I always get this feeling that whenever things are starting to go my way there is always something there to fuck it all up. I am not even talking about it with me but I think this happens to every person. Even the happy go lucky people. Not the fact like oh I know something is going to happen so I wont psych myself up that much. No even past that it is to wierd. Like my friend Bryan wanted to go into the Air Force since grade school. Same as me wanting to go into the Marines since grade school. I got rejected because of my arm. And now after he went to do the physical downtown he got kicked out because he took ridiline. After the recruiter had a piece of paper from the Docters who gave them a note for it. Now he needs a waiver and a catscan for his left arm because he broke it also. So if he doesnt get in his life will be uterly fucked up beyond belief and beyond repair just like mine. I find this one girl and everything is great and then BAM!!!! we brake up because of some stupid fucked up shit then she moves. Also a good friend she moved Im very attracted to her shes living in a different state. Another one I went out with near the end of the year. I had the best connection with her and yet what happened things were going to well and we broke up because of something. Then I stopped talking to her for a while. And so now everytime we talk she always asks me first if I hate her. But it is the exact opposite. Sometiomes I catch myself day dreaming about her and still reading the notes she wrote me. I still love her to death. I want to move out and everytime I get some money I have to spend it on my car or I do something stupid and spend it all it sucks. I wanna move back up to Newport Rhode Island where I was born and raised but I have no idea why I dont I love it up there. But I stay down here for some reason. I am going up there for 2 weeks during June and I just might not come back down to Florida. I might just asked to get transfered up there so once I am down with my vacation I can start working up there. I am trying to get my buddy Bryan to come up there with me and he might if he can get his dad to pay for his ticket for a christmas present or something. Get him to move up there with me that would be awesome. Me him and my dad all living in a house. That would be neat. All living up there together. I have this kick ass room up there like the best room ever that anyone could have!!!!<3. Would be even better if the girl I went out with last( I am not going to say a name only the nickname I call her) would live up there with me. I mean awesome. My dad has his own room Bryan has his own room. And me in my perfect room with princess sharing it with me. But none of that would ever happen becase that would make me happy. But I wanna talk to her I wanna hold her in my arms and kiss her. I want it how it use to be. I luv her too much<3

Okie dokie enough ranting
-end of ranting-
Love gummies and Rainbows
_Fluffy
eaten brains

Monday, March 21st, 2005

Time:9:33 am.
Dont lie to yourself it gave you pleasure..
I sooo luv Rob Zombie
eaten brains

Monday, March 14th, 2005

Time:5:32 pm.
Mood: busy.
If you never seen an elephant ski then you never been on acid
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005

Subject:Annie
Time:9:19 am.
Mood: contemplative.
I am not a big fan of Michael Jackson but fucking christ just leave him the fuck alone. Hes human and the boy who got "molested" by Michael cant even stay with the same story each time he says it. It alters somehow and his excuse well I think this or well I was scared. Just say I just want easy money and thats it.Then you will just be dubbed crazy and a loser.
eaten brains

Monday, March 7th, 2005

Subject:Mother Goose
Time:11:16 pm.
Mood: creative.
For every evil under the sun,
There is a remedy, or there is none.
If there be one, seek til you find it;
If there be none, never mind it.





That cracks me up. Just the fact that noone would think Mother Goose made this up
eaten brains

Thursday, March 3rd, 2005

Time:9:24 am.
"Have you ever hated someone SO MUCH that every moment of your life--not every waking, but every single moment was devoted to what you would do to them if you ever made it out of the eternal HELL he placed you in?...no...I imagine you haven't they LIKED you."
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005

Subject:Hide and Seek
Time:11:05 am.
Mood: bored.
11 years ago to this day the awesome freaky actrees named Dakota Fanning was born. I praise her an actress. She is so good! May more wierdos play more important rolls in alot of upcoming movies please I beg of you!!!

*screams!!*
eaten brains

Saturday, February 19th, 2005

Subject:Soaking up the hatred
Time:9:54 am.
Mood: cheerful.
This just in "99.9% of the population are idiots and idiots need to be demolished from the world"
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